Miss you.....

I never knew it was possible to miss someone so much.

To just want to sit and talk to someone so bad that it hurts. (We had some of the best conversations, I could always be myself and say anything, you always accepted me.)

To want to give someone a hug so bad it makes you ache. (You gave great hugs, not the fake soft hugs, the good hugs, where you squeeze)

To want to call you and talk to you about all the drama that has happened since you left, just to hear what you would say about it all. What you would think about everything that is going on.

Not a day goes by that I don't wish I could talk to you or spend time with you.

Not a Friday goes by where I don't expect a call from you asking what I want for lunch before you come over. Or if the kids have had lunch yet, and if not what you should get them.

Not a day goes by where I don't miss seeing my kids excited faces when I tell them that Nana is going to come over to play......

Every time I put my sunglasses on I think of you....

I miss you. And everyday I wonder when I will get to the point where it doesn't hurt quite so bad.....